After so many years
I am still giving people around me whatever I can provide with
I’m trying the best I can
to show love and care for those I love
I couldn’t stop the rumors
saying I’m fake, seeking for attention
but what I want is just some recognition from those I love
All I got is either
‘ You don’t know me, you are not working yet’
‘ You are just too sensitive, no one is like you’
‘ You are too naive, the world doesn’t work like that’
‘ You are so fake, you do it with your own intention’
‘ You want to be popular so much, you’re so annoying’
or even worse
without any reply
either blue ticking me
hanging me there without any ending for the conversation
I guess the main problem is that
I cannot stop myself from helping
and I cannot help myself from caring the others
Maybe the help I provide will never be enough
Because not everyone will accept my way of helping
So …
is it unfair for me to ask for return ?
is it unfair for me to say that I’m actually lonely ?
Perhaps that’s just my life
Being a slave ? in all relationship
Even a slave longs for love too right ?
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